every so often i am surprised at something new i find out about myself.
i learned in the past few days that i dislike change.
this from me! me who moved cities twice in the past two years; moved residence twice in the past one year; drawn into my life people who are as different from me as shatrughan sinha is from steven seagal -
i get used to something and i want to leave cos it scares me to depend on familiarity. so i move. and i hate it cos i know that it won't be long before i get used to that, and i have to move again.
what a strange, convoluted cycle! imagine moving cos you hate change.
i'm nuts.
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you remind me of the ancient american philosopher Georges Walter Bushes who originally conceived the theory "war for peace"
seriously, your amazing zest for life and variety is what makes u seek stimuli all the time.
what are the odds that two people i know very well would come up with that exact same example to describe something i'm doing? check my scraps on orkut.
The moment we start feeling safe and comfortable with a person/ place/situation we move/chage/eliminate because we would rather move away ourselves and feel "I moved away" than run the risk of the other person/situation leaving/changing and then us feeling rejected/deserted/let down/cheated.
Insecurity.
i wish i could disagree with u.
by running i let myself down. that's worse, isn't it?
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